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Hey everyone,

I've been up and down it seems emotionally this past month. dealing with stupid things that set my already emotional self to the point of panic attacks. I am supposed to be going home tomorrow to see family, which in all is a bitter sweet event but i am excited non the less. I try to make it work, and of course obstacles keep popping up irritating me along the way. For instance, the fact that i found out all my Christmas gifts that i paid to have shipped for Christmas did not in fact ship at all for Christmas. Or the fact that My flight for tomorrow was cancelled and I now have to take another.

On top of everything else i am worried sick about my sister. I recieved several texts and phone calls while at work this evening that my older sister is incredibly sick and in the hospital she has recovered from cancer this past year. I guess she has been feeling ill for a while and no one felt it necessary to tell me a damn thing. So now she is coughing up copious amounts of blood in a hospital bed and Im not there to comfort her. The earliest flight i can take isnt until noon tomorrow and I just wish that for once things went smoothly.

I will be gone for a week. so Keep my sister in your thoughts. I do appreciate it.


thanks for letting me rant i guess.